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[25 Nov 2003|11:04am]
[ mood | grumpy ]

Well today I've decided I'm going to clean this apartment top to bottom, with the exception of Chris's room, it is a TOTAL mess. Looks like a friggin cyclone hit it. Hes going to have to do it himself, especially since the holidays are rolling around and I know people are going to want to see our apartment. He has papers all over from work and school and half his boxes arent even unpacked yet and we've been here since freakin MARCH.

Yesterday I went to the temp agency and took a typing test for a job possibility. Please let me get something. I want money to catch up on my bills and to get some christmas presents for every one! I should hear from them soon, but most likely I have the job I applied for. I thought I already had it , but I guess they arent 100% positive yet. *crosses fingers*

Today Im starting to clean. Gonna put new sheets on the bed, clean up and probably start on cleaning my bathroom. I also rearranged my cds and put them nicely on the rack. Tomorrow Ill rearrange the kitchen and clean up the dining room table and the living room. Oh yeah, I probably should vacuum too lol.

Theres a spider on my window and it scares me....

I miss my grandmother terribly. But, I did have a dream and she was in it...this is my second one with her in it. But, this time.....I think she was letting me know she was ok. She was wearing all white, a long white robe I think and I asked her if she was ok and she said "yes I am ok" and then she vanished right out of my dream. Im not even kidding any one and they say when a loved one has passed they will visit you in dreams. The first one I had was when i knew she was sick but hadn't died yet. I feel more at ease, like I can still see her some times in my dreams...hopefully she can guide me through life and be my angel...

I love ya gram :0)

well, back to cleaning...ick!

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[13 Nov 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Rest In Peace Grandma


grandma died at 245 this am,but i never found out till after 7 tonight because the storm knocked out moms cell phone. Im devastated.

She will be in a better place now.

I have the wake tomorrow, funeral saturday....tough weekend.....

ill update in a few days.


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[28 Apr 2003|06:09pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I scored a 36% on the "How Upstate NY Are You?" Quizie! What about you?</b>

Thank God, I knew I didnt belong in this wretched place :)

Gotta, say the CUSE is much better than Oswego though....

Took this quiz from my new lj buddies rockgoddess and shirleybelle

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[27 Apr 2003|05:39pm]

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[25 Apr 2003|10:16am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

You know, Im getting so sick and tired of being the friend that always has to make the plans, does all the calling, asks people to do things, etc. Like, If chris and I didnt call Dave and Nicky, ,then I bet it would be months before we heard from them. Yesterday I called Nicky and told her I've been trying to get hold of her for a week to make plans for this weekend, ,and she said "Oh, I didnt know" WHAT EVER. Then I asked her last night to hang out with us tonight along with Dave and she said, "well, ill ask him and call you back tonight around 9". Waited until 11 to turn my phone off, she never called. Its pathetic that even at the age of 22 neither of them can pick up a phone and just tell me or chris they made other plans or that they can't hang out. Im just so sick of it. Im not calling them any more. We used to hang out every weekend, but it seems like something's going on lately. Oh well, if they wanna hang out then can call us, but I can almost bet it'll be a long time. I guess it's so HARD for them to just call us. Oh well. Same thing with other friends of mine/ours. Im just tired of always being the one to make plans. No one ever calls me. If it was up to me I would have never lost contact with any of my friends, not from high school or any time after, because I've always made an effort. Other people do not. It just sucks that some people that you think care about you don't. It makes me both sad and angry. I getting sick of caring too much, so I just dont care any more.

This morning I told chris "well i guess it's just us two tonight uunless they actually call us" and he said "yup" and then he said we can do something alone, go out to eat and maybe a movie and im excited about that because we're gonna get to go out alone. *if they doint call us* i thought chris didnt want to go out alone, but I guess he does. Thats cool, so Im gonna get home around 5, and then we'll probably take off soon after. Good thing I've got Chris, I can really count on him............he's the best.

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[24 Apr 2003|12:14pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Gonna go get ready for work soon. I think Im only gonna go in from 3-5. Dont feel like working much today and I have a full week next week. Im too tired today to work a whole lot, and I think im only gonna work two hours tomorrow too, then the weekend free! Yipee!!!!! Who knows what plans Chris and I will have this weekend, hopefully seeing Nicky and Dave or something. I've been trying to talk to Stephanie online to see if she wants to hang out this weekend, but every time I message her she never answers me back, no matter if her away message is off. Weird. I just hope chris and I dont mope around like last weekend, he kept waiting for Dave to call and he never did, so it ruined the chances of us going out and doing anything. It pisses me off that Chris will do anything and go any where if our friends are with us, but he rarely goes any where alone with me. A couple weeks ago we went to dinner, ,and it was nice, I wish we could do that every weekend. Oh well. We use the weekends to spend time with our friends, ,thats probably why we dont do a lot of stuff alone on weekends, so I guess I cant really be mad at him, but I was so pissed that neither dave nor nicky returned our calls last weekend, they BETTER this weekend. I think I might take a ride to daves bowling league tonight any way so that we can chat with them. Ok, gotta have some lunch and go get ready. I cant wait for the dammn weekend.......

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I was right on.... [23 Apr 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Yup. I picked EXACTLY the top three. And Carmen the "GOAT" girl got voted off. Thank God, was beginning to think the damn show was rigged..

I smell garlic bread......yumm....We'll gotta go eat. Im so sick of the late dinners, but gotta wait till chris gets home to have dinner with my baby.

Then Sorority Life and Frat life is on.....awww yeah!

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The not so itsy bitsy spider..... [23 Apr 2003|06:59pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Oh My God, I just went to put my pajamas on and a fucking spider fell out of my shirt RIGHT before I went to put it on. UGH. I HATE living in the fucking basement apartments. Spiders, potato bugs..Im about to tell the landlord to get somebody in here to drop a big fucking insect bomb.

I need to take the garbage out, Ill wait until tomorrow, only cuz its SNOWING today. This is bullshit, It was fucking 75 three days ago. Weird ass shit I tell ya.

Im excited to see American Idol tonight. Im also excited to have toilet paper, chris is finally bringing some home. We were down to the last few sheets. LOL. good thing we buy bulk so we rarely run out. haha. I guess we didnt do a good job of keeping track this time.

Gonna go watch tv now and have some peach iced tea. yummmmmmmmm

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American Idol thoughts...... [23 Apr 2003|11:45am]
[ mood | tired ]

Well my head ache has let up, but Im still feeling a little groggy. Chris came home at 2 am, and we talked (among other things :) ) haha. We ended up getting to bed around 3:45, and I got up at 10. I have to be to work at 3, and I think I might go back to sleep till like 1, then get ready.

I watched American Idol last night. Ive been following this show since it started, It's not the type of show I'd normally watch, but I find it interesting. I think there's some great singers on there, but some dont fit the part. Then there's some not so great. here's my opnions on each.

Trenyce- she's got a good voice, but she shows NO emotion on stage. I have yet to find out if she has a personality or not.
Josh-One week he sounds country, another week he sounds pop. I dont think he voice is that great, but he seems to have a big fan base. Probably because he's a marine.
Kim Locke- Great voice, ,though I think she will be ripped off because she doesnt have the "perfect body". Some people on the Idol Messages boards have referred to her as "obese". Its so horrible. obese is 100 lbs overweight, ,I doubt shes that much over weight. Just cuz she has a fat ass Im sure she'll get voted off. She definitely deserves to be in the top three.
Ruben- I like him, his voice is great, nice personality, always smiling. I think he will be in the top three.
Clay, again, great voice, but he doesnt move around much and his style is Broadway like.Im sure he could have a career, though it might be on Broadway, I've agreed with Simon on this guy. But I do think he should be in the top three.
Carmen- I could go on and on and on about how much she SUCKS ASS. she sounds like a fucking goat, her vibrato is just all up and down and she sucks! She someone made it this far, what the fuck I dont know HOW. If she doesnt go this week then I KNOW the show is rigged. She must have people dialing all night long to vote for her because there's just no way she should be here. I also noticed she has a pizza face. I dont know I cant stand her. Last night she said "I think I can win this competition" OK what ever! She's delutional. I think her Mormon parents have all the state of Utah voting for her. Cheaters!

Carmen sucks and if she makes it ANOTHER week then I know that there's something wrong with the voting techniques of the show...I see a scandal coming on...........if she some how wins a lot of people will be PISSED...

well im gonna go lie down for a while more, tonight I cant wait to find out who gets voted off....Better be Carmen.

predictions for the bottom three tonight : Josh, Carmen, Trenyce.

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[22 Apr 2003|05:19pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Not writing much today. I have a HORRIBLE head ache. I called into work today b/c this morning and up until about an hour ago I couldnt even lift my head off the pillow. Work was very understanding...god its nice to finally have a great place to work for! ahhh!!!

Chris went out about 30 minutes ago with his brother, his friend Jim and their friend Justin from Albany and he told me not to expect him home until 3 or 4 am. Oh well, Im sick and tired any way. my head is pounding and Im so tired. I think I just needed a day to relax. Havent eaten today due to the fact Im nauseated from this horrible head ache but I have been sipping tea. Its making me feel better......it has honey in it and it's green tea, I just read that tea boosts the immune system, maybe I should drink it every day since I always feel like ass. Im going to lie down again, ugh I hate feeling like shit, which is just about every day. God I am so unhealthy.

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[21 Apr 2003|08:10pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Everyone like my new layout? Thanks to scintillated You fucking rock! Awww yeah! I love these new colors and shit...well, off to watch the boob tube! thanks brenna!!!!

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[21 Apr 2003|12:42pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Im getting SO frustrated with this computer. It keeps freezing, its fucking SLOWER than my 80 yr old grandmother and it just SUCKS. i SO wanted a laptop for my birthday next month but oh well, itll never happen, too many bills. Ill have to start a fund and get one next year. I have to ask for money this year to pay bills. I have fucking road runner too, cable modem, its supposed to be super fast. GRRRR. Ill have to see if chris can figure out whats wrong with it. This keyboard sucks ass too. It doubles up on letters some times. piece of shit!

Yesterday was fun, but of course I got lots of chocolate that I dont need.....also got some money and stuff. Dinner was nice. Came home, watched my favorite show on HBO, Six Feet Under....LOVE that show. It was good last night. Watched more tv then went to bed around 1. An ambulance came to the apt. building arounnd 1:15, the paramedics accicently rang our buzzer, cuz ours is on top, i was pissed, but thats how i found out it was an ambulance because i got up to see who the fuck was ringing my buzzer at 1:15 am. fuckers.

Well gotta work today, should be home at 5, then Ill chill and wait for chris to get home. Only gotta work a few hours today. Nice. Gotta go get ready. I think Im gonna wear a skirt today since it's semi-warm.

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[20 Apr 2003|12:45pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Well, Happy Easter every one! Im waiting for chris to finish primping himself and then we're leaving for his grandmothers house for Easter dinner and such. I just realized we like spend all the holidays with his family, I think next year we'll be spending them with mine because it's not fair. I MISS my family so much especially around the holidays. Oh well, I just saw myy parents yesterday, I guess that was my holiday with them. Chris doesnt seem to like my family much either that or he just doesnt wanna go to oswego with me to visit. Oh well, we'll have to have a talk soon about this. I mean Im sure he just assumes cuz I live in syracuse with him that we will always have holidays with his parents. hm... Well I hope the Easter bunny treated every one well lol.....I remember the days when I thougt there was a bunny devlivering me presents and treats...ah, the good ol' days....Happy Easter!

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[19 Apr 2003|07:36pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I have some great news! Devin just called chris and told him he's gonna ask his girlfriend Heather to marry him! They havent been dating as long ans chris and I, but they are older. Devin is 25 is Heather is 28. Im jealous! But oh well, I wanna be asked when I least expect it. I supposed that won't be for a couple years. I think chris is shocked that Devin is going to settle down. He couldnt believe it today. Who knows If I MYSELF am even ready to be married. Chris and I dont get along so well some times....oh well, only time will tell I guess........chris is sleeping now, this weekend has sucked ass except for seeing my parents for 2 hours today......man Easter better be good!

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[19 Apr 2003|04:35pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

ya know, ,some times I get so pissed off at people. Last night chris called Dave and made plans for dave to call him today at 3:30, and we'd all make plans to hang out tonight. Chris calls dave a little after 4 because dave never called, and low and behold, dave is already in syracuse with his dad at home depot, and never called chris. So, I call Nicky and she's babysitting for her aunt friggin 2 hours away.....what the fuck!!! No phone calls, ,NOTHING. and they do this all the time! If it wasnt for me or chris calling them they'd never call us. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I get SO mad that most people are that inconsiderate, and they cant say the forgot less then 24 hours ago that dave and chris spoke, plus i called nicky last night. So now we're stuck in for the whole night, what a fucking wasted weekend, either that or we'll call devin and heather and hang out with them, but who the fuck knows. gr, im so pissed, im supposed to use the weekend to chill with friends, this fucking sucks. Good thing tomorrow is Easter, ,or else we'd sit around on sunday too . this sucks! Im sooo pissed off right now.

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[19 Apr 2003|10:39am]
[ mood | good ]

my parents are coming over today, they should be here any minute. We're gonna get something to eat and chill and stuff. I love hanging out with my parents now, I didnt when I was youunger. Ive never been the type that was "embarassed" by my parents, ,but I mean I never thought I'd like hanging out with them haha. My mom is like a friend to me now that Im grown up, but she still does motherly things for me. Growing up my friends always said I had the coolest parents. I think as u get older you learn to appreciate your parents more , that is, if they didnt treat you like shit, if they were there for you, and they have always done a lot of stuff for you. Some people, Im sure have shitty parents even though they lived with them their entir lives. Then there's the people that have the worst parents ever, they get beat, then get verbally abused, those people grow up not having a sense of themselves or anything. I glad I have great parents, they are always positive for the most part and they have taught me a lot about the world. I mean they wernt perfect but I am very lucky to have the parents I have. I believe they truly are the best :)

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[18 Apr 2003|10:50am]
[ mood | mellow ]

I've been watching a lot of Dawson's Creek lately. It's on TBS for three hours in the morning, from 9-12. Three straight episodes. I was never into it before, but they are older episodes and they go in order so Ive been watching it lately. Not too bad, I guess. Some of the dudes are cute :) Today I have to work only like 2 hours in the afternoon and I get to wear jeans on friday so no biggie. Yesterday work was pretty fun. I have to pick up my paycheck today at the temp agency so Im probably gonna leave here early. Or maybe I'll pick it up Monday. Either way Im not getting much cuz it's only for three days. I can't wait to go full time at the Insurance Agency because itll be decent cash and it's pretty fun. I actually LIKE going to work. I think just last week I was saying I doubted I'd ever find a job that i LIKED going to. It's weird.

So tonight we'll probably just chill or we'll call Nicky and Dave or something. Tomorrow my parents are finally coming to see the apartment and were gonna go shopping and stuff while chris is at work. Last night chris and I watched this movie called "Monster's ball" with Halle Berry in it. It's a movie I didnt expect chris to watch, but he's the one who turned it on. There's this one sex scene in it that is freakin' highlarious. She acts like a total skankbag lol. No wonder why she wont the Oscar for that movie...she had to act really well to pretend she was in love with Billy Bob Thorton....ICK! well, have a good weekend every one!

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[17 Apr 2003|02:11pm]
[ mood | busy ]

gonna go to work soon. I think Im gonna find more people on here so I can have more friends and generate more comments. I must be really boring. lol. I have been good at commenting on peoples journals lately, but very few reply back to my comments. But for those of you that do, thanks! I dont really expect them all to reply back any way. Oh well. Well, Friday is approaching fast...thank GOD.....This weekend should be fun. Maybe bowl with nicky and dave or something friday, hang out with my parents saturday, i think they are gonna come see the apartment and also take me shopping and stuff. Sunday is Easter, and we're going to chris's grandmothers to have Easter dinner and stuff. I dont think chris really wants to go to Nikki Fox's wedding with me. We got the invite in the mail yesterday and have to RSVP by May 10th. Well nikki obviously knows im going cuz im in it but we have to let he rknow about chris because they need to know what entrees we are having. we get to choose between chicken parmesan or prime rib. I think I want chicken parmesan. Only cuz i know ill be drinking and prime rib is practically bloody, wont go good with all the amaretto sours ill be drinking :) If chris doesnt go I need to find a date and Im contemplating asking my gay friend Adam, or my friend Nick. Who knows. If I ask someone else chris will get all jealous, but hey, i mean if he wont go with me im not going alone. I dont wanna be the only one alone. I wanted all my bitchy friends from high school to be able to see chris so I can show him off but he never wants to go to those functions. Man. This sucks! I am going to persuade him to go.....we'll see...well gotta head to work to make some dough.......i hope it goes by fast.......

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[16 Apr 2003|06:35pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

I scored
on the classic 400 Point Purity Test!
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[16 Apr 2003|09:50am]
[ mood | working ]

So Im at my parents, gonna get ready to leave in a few minutes. I just got up at like 9:15, and I have some stuff to do at the apartment before I go to work. I shouda just stayed home last night, turns out chris never went out, he stayed in. Oh well at least I got my laundry done, I had SO much. Now I have clean clothes for work and shit. Working from 1-5 today. I guess there's a lot for me to do. I love my new job. I can't wait till I work 40 hours a week. Good money !!! My mom and dad gave me money, and instead of candy for easter, they bought chris and I some well needed groceries. All healthy food too. Ah, my mom, the heatlh nut. lol. Im trying to figure out how to put pictures on this thing but I cant, Im not too good with computers lol. I had fun here with my parents. My mom cooked shrimp for dinner and then we stayed up late and just hung out togehter. My dad even stayed up till 11:30and he had to be to work early. I miss being here some times. It's weird to come here and not have to worry about my brother being home, that jerk. I had a dream about him last night where one of his old friends told me he was doing ok an that he had kids lol. Proll does. I havent seen him in months and yet I have no desire to see him. Must be because he hurt my family and I so damn much. My cousin and her baby, Ava, are moving back to Oswego soon so that means Ill be visiting ALL the time because I absolutely adore Ava, she is the cutest baby. When I held her it seemed like all my cares just went away. Im gonna try and pull some money together and get her a little outfit one of these days. I guess my mother spoils her ..haha I wouldnt be surprised my mom spoils every one. LoL. Well I probably should get my ass in gear lol. Hopefully it doesnt snow today, looks like it might. Weird shit, it was 80 yesterday :(

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